No. im not okay

tonight

tonight is not right
i feel like im gonna bite
listen to me i dont wanna fight
just want  you out of sight
is that not okay
you see your turning my world all gray
but on a whim theres him
hes here to stay
just hope i dont chase him away
he talks to me every day
he loves me and i love him
he makes me feel better
though tonight i just dont feel right
nothing seems to be working to get me out of this weird mood
i didnt even really touch my food
i feel like a little mouse in this fucking house
all she does is bitch bitch bitch
she treats me like a witch
or thats how i feel
sometimes i wish i could talk to you nan.
youd understand whats going on
youd understand how i feel
tell me something to get me out of this
what do i do this mood is
just really not good for me
i dont feel like myself today
i feel like im just a fuck up
like everyones ignoring me when really
im ignoring myself
ive delt with screaming bratty children all day
i just wanna run away from everything
like alice in wonderland
maybe ill find a talking rabbit to help guide me through
whatever the fuck is going on
maybe ill suck myself into a video game
i need a way to escape this world somewhere ill be okay